Sunday, May 9, 2010

Mother's Day

Today is my first Mother's Day as a mom. It's kind of bitter-sweet. I have my darling baby here with me and she is my heart. And I know B is also thinking about Macy today. I wanted to see B or send her flowers or something, but due to circumstances regarding a slight legal problem it just isn't possible.

Also weighing heavy on my heart is thoughts of infertility. I can very clearly remember those raw feelings of the hurt associated with today when all you want is to be a mom. Any of my (few) readers that are walking through the pain of infertility, my thoughts are with you.

As for my Mother's Day, hubby bought me a beautiful calla lilly plant and amethyst earrings--Macy's birthstone. Here is a pic of me and Miss Macy from today.

And a pic of Macy, me, my mom, and my grandma. 4 generations.

Happy Mother's Day!